I woke up this morning

And thought about you

And all of the bullshit

That I've been going through

You said things that weren't true

You said nothing but lies

There's nothing good inside you

You're the creature

I despise you

You stole my pride

I'm feeling so dead

I can still see you

Fuckin' up my head

I hate you so

But why do I miss you?

Why would I do

Anything to be with you?

A razorblade

A fucked up vein

We are the reasons

For all our pain

I love you and hate you

Why did I date you?

I can't forget you

I need to hate you!!!!

Die or kill me

Because loneliness fills me

There's nothing left

In this world to fill me

Die or kill me!!!!

It's now or never

I will hate and love you forever

Die or kill me

I need to hate you NOW!!!

By: Janelle Langston