See, I have had alot of attention in my life

but some have been bad and some have been good

Now to no avail, I always believe some things happen for a reason

Unbeknownst to others, but only by God

So since fate and cupid has put us together, and no one but us can fuck it up, I am willing to go forth to tell you that

See, it is just something.....hmmmm

I have not been able to get off this high horse

This worldwind love affair

This chocolate tidal wave of persuasive energy

This catalysmic energy escaping from your pores and melting into my orifice at a rate of ten heart beats per minute

See, it is just something.....hmmmm

This mental, physical, sexual, sensual fuck game

This twisted wrong of right

This Caribbean City hoop on Sunday

This inevitable courtship

This Wishfulness unit of love

See, it is just something.....hmmmm

No one understands me because no one is there when I cum

No one can feel me because your arms, those sexy ass arms, shield me from predators

No one can touch it, because either your tongue or penis fills it up and trust, there is no more room

See Rasheed, damn, fuck you

It is just something.....hmmm

See there is no reason for all of this anger

But yet, I am

I am angry

I am angry that the day only consist of 24 hours because that isn't enough time for us to talk

I am angry that my body tires because I am still willing to cum after 11 times

I am angry that I can miss you when you are standing right next to me

My body throws fits when you are not laying on top of it

I can't help it. I may not have asthma, but I am always out of breath

No one

No one understands that I need to joing Chocolate Annonymous because I may not be OK

I can't understand that if my cell phone doesn't ring from you, then my heart hasn't accomplished anything

See, my friends probably have all these feelings for the boys they have around them, and I am sure that they are happy to have boyfriends, but why have a boy when you can have what I have, a MAN

See, boys are for 12th graders and their High School crushes

or for my little cousin in the eighth grade

I have a upcoming man on my side

The walls inside of me would Rodney King a boy

I need a man to fight them back

See, damn I'm wet!

Shit, it is just something.....hmmm

See, I have no idea how or what format I wrote this and I am sure you probably will still be stuck on the dentist, but I think this expresses my true feelings

I have liked you since you called me at 5:21am on December 7th, 2003

I am probably precautious, but when you are feeling someone, there is no need to be shy

Yes, I still have my wall up because I am bracing myself for the inevitable

Yes, I still think you might fuck up

and yes, I will probably black out and fight you on the spot

But until then, I will continue melt when you touch me

Scream when you fuck me

Cry when you like me

Laugh when you tickle me

Get wet when you want me

and respect you at all times

Stand behind you in your attempt to succeed

and just be your left lung because this feels so right

I might be rambling or you might not like this poem, but I am being me and this is how I am

So whenever you feel that I am not in like with you

or my mental radio isn't tuned in on your station

Just remember,

I am in this as long as you are and I intend to do my job

Now unless I am fired or I quit, I am down to work for what we have made a foundation for

A nice caring relationship that makes me happier everyday I am in it

But enough of this mushy shit, for I am not done speaking

See, it is just something.....hmmmm

I am happy

Yes, I am

Happy I know you

Happy I know you have birthmarks all over your body

And I know enough about you to like enough about you

SO as I sit here and my friends ask me to describe what I have

I will say

I have fire in my heart; no breath in my lungs

and seduction in my pores, and they all go "what else?"

I will leave them mesmorized when I go

See, Rasheed, that beautiful man, in undescribable

See, it is just something.....hmmmm!

By: Teresa S.